well.. today wasn't really good. didn't go for NAC ( though i didn't mind ) and Rachel changing her plan last minute. i guess it was probably Adeline who made things difficult for her.. tt's why i don't wanna assume anything. though i must admit that i'm not really happy about the whole thing.
Pass few days have been great. spending time with her is definitely enjoyable. her emotions were all over the place and i was there listening to her feelings and comfort her if she needed. i like doing all those for her because i feel she appreciates it and it makes me happy =)
I'm just in a very unstable mood to write now..
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Eventful night =)
well work today was boring as usual.. i really don't wanna be going to work everyday next time. better start to do wad i can first. at least a start is better than no start at all.
anw after work i went to Rachel's. We slacked and went to dinner at Thomson Plaza. AFter that we to walk around to look for our ring. well.. most of them didn't look too impressive.. so in the end.. we didn't get any. our next destination was cheeky chocolates. the cake was wonderful and the place was well decorated. the chocolates, most importantly, were nice too.
we headed home to have a game of mah jong with her parents. ohhh uncle's quite the player.. haha on the first game, he won 5 folds already. gosh.
it's 12:51am now. tmr we still have to wake up early. hahha i'm off to wash up now.
everyday's an amazing day for me. becase you're with me everyday. I love you Rachel!
anw after work i went to Rachel's. We slacked and went to dinner at Thomson Plaza. AFter that we to walk around to look for our ring. well.. most of them didn't look too impressive.. so in the end.. we didn't get any. our next destination was cheeky chocolates. the cake was wonderful and the place was well decorated. the chocolates, most importantly, were nice too.
we headed home to have a game of mah jong with her parents. ohhh uncle's quite the player.. haha on the first game, he won 5 folds already. gosh.
it's 12:51am now. tmr we still have to wake up early. hahha i'm off to wash up now.
everyday's an amazing day for me. becase you're with me everyday. I love you Rachel!
Friday, April 25, 2008
Swimming at Bishan
Went to Bishan swimming complex for a swim last night. ooo the weather was cold and it was drizzling. but me and Rachel still went ahead with our plan to swim. other than the faulty goggles, everything else was great =) she even challenged me to freestyle. i must admit i had a hard time catching up with her... she's fast. hahah
we went for dinner and head back home for a walk. talked about EAP and other business stuff. i can see us chatting like that 80 yrs on. i love every moment i spend with you babe.
when we reached home, we did our own stuff and had sex. it was amazing.. but she cried after that. she said things like calling each other husband and wife isn't appropriate because if it doesnt happen.. it'll hurt. i agree.. oh well.. i guess it's just one of those days. hopefully she's feeling much better.
this morning i kissed her goodbye and went for work.. the bus came damn late la.. luckily i alighted at clementi to take a train to jurong east. if not i'll definitely be late.
i'm gonna see Rachel later =) Can't wait! MUACK!
we went for dinner and head back home for a walk. talked about EAP and other business stuff. i can see us chatting like that 80 yrs on. i love every moment i spend with you babe.
when we reached home, we did our own stuff and had sex. it was amazing.. but she cried after that. she said things like calling each other husband and wife isn't appropriate because if it doesnt happen.. it'll hurt. i agree.. oh well.. i guess it's just one of those days. hopefully she's feeling much better.
this morning i kissed her goodbye and went for work.. the bus came damn late la.. luckily i alighted at clementi to take a train to jurong east. if not i'll definitely be late.
i'm gonna see Rachel later =) Can't wait! MUACK!
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Dinner with my family
Rachel came over my place for dinner last night. Well probably it was quite a bad idea la. I can tell that Rach was very uncomfortable at the dinner. What made it worse was my grandma kept irritating me. Ask me questions like what's her dialect? I mean what link does it have. I don't give a shit whether it matters to her or not, I just ignored her.
Rach says my mom gives her a funny look. Although I didn't notice, but Ma sure do these kinda things one. I'm really frustrated at my parents. First they give problems with Jia Xin, now Rach also. You know, they probably didn't be assholes intentionally but naturally, they are. The things they say, the way they act. I hate it. I shall share more about it with Rachel tonight. Thing is, other than not meeting up with my parents, I can't do anything to make the situation better. Actually tt's not a bad idea too la. I don't want my relationship to be ruined by them again.
Anyway i'll be heading to Bishan for a swim tonight. Finally I can go and swim. I've been thinking about it for some time already but the weather always don't favour me. Tonight, the weather will be great and just nice for a swim =)
Rach says my mom gives her a funny look. Although I didn't notice, but Ma sure do these kinda things one. I'm really frustrated at my parents. First they give problems with Jia Xin, now Rach also. You know, they probably didn't be assholes intentionally but naturally, they are. The things they say, the way they act. I hate it. I shall share more about it with Rachel tonight. Thing is, other than not meeting up with my parents, I can't do anything to make the situation better. Actually tt's not a bad idea too la. I don't want my relationship to be ruined by them again.
Anyway i'll be heading to Bishan for a swim tonight. Finally I can go and swim. I've been thinking about it for some time already but the weather always don't favour me. Tonight, the weather will be great and just nice for a swim =)
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Singing At Ming's
Had a blast of a time last night at Ming's. I was actually searching for cakes with Rachel, in the end we ended up inside Ming's singing karaoke.
Nice shirts, NICER voices =)
When we entered, no one else was singing. Everyone was just chatting and drinking. Then me and Rach got the ball rolling and everyone else followed. =) Everyone was very supportive of each other and clapped for each other's efforts. There's this guy that sings like Bon Jovi. Though he can reach the high notes, I'm not sure if he's harming his vocal cords like this. I used to try to do that and I can feel the pain in doing it. Maybe I should've asked him how he felt. Then there're these 2 cool uncles sitting beside us telling us they met in primary school and ended up in the same company. What a small world. I wonder how many people actually have such luck to meet up with such an old friend. Anyway they treated us to drinks and I'm very grateful. Thanks!
After singing, we headed back home. I don't know why I was so clumsy, while having sex, I accidentily pulled Rach's earrings. Must have hurt a lot. I'm sorry babe. Hope it's much better now.
Today Rach's going to do her new hair with uncle wilfred. She'll definitely look damn good. Haha new season's hairstyle leh.. Can't wait to see her tonight!
I Love You Rach!
Nice shirts, NICER voices =)
When we entered, no one else was singing. Everyone was just chatting and drinking. Then me and Rach got the ball rolling and everyone else followed. =) Everyone was very supportive of each other and clapped for each other's efforts. There's this guy that sings like Bon Jovi. Though he can reach the high notes, I'm not sure if he's harming his vocal cords like this. I used to try to do that and I can feel the pain in doing it. Maybe I should've asked him how he felt. Then there're these 2 cool uncles sitting beside us telling us they met in primary school and ended up in the same company. What a small world. I wonder how many people actually have such luck to meet up with such an old friend. Anyway they treated us to drinks and I'm very grateful. Thanks!
After singing, we headed back home. I don't know why I was so clumsy, while having sex, I accidentily pulled Rach's earrings. Must have hurt a lot. I'm sorry babe. Hope it's much better now.
Today Rach's going to do her new hair with uncle wilfred. She'll definitely look damn good. Haha new season's hairstyle leh.. Can't wait to see her tonight!
I Love You Rach!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Distracted
the whole day i've been trying to read my fortune magazine. it always ends up being distracted by someone who delivers stuff or wants to draw stores. i'm trying my best to finish it asap because i currently have 2 more issues waiting for me at home. damn it.. so much for 'being consistent' but nevertheless! i'll finish it =)
met up with Rachel last night to go IKEA. we're looking for curtains to block her working area from the slping area. it's a great idea. we're looking thru the cool designs and nearly wanted to buy something which wasn't really of her choice. she was hungry and tired.. i wish i could just fry some of my potatoes for her to eat. yummy =) good thing is.. we didnt buy anything that night. we knew that if we made a decision, it wouldn't be very ideal. that means IKEA, we're gonna visit u again. i like going IKEA with Rachel. she's very excited about furniture and thoughts of us having our own place floods my mind. i am trying my best to come to work everyday. partly it's because i don't wanna miss her for 2 weeks.. but the main reason is because, i need this money. dun get me wrong. it's not that Rachel needs/wants me to pay for her. i just don't want to be a bum and miss work all the time. definitely, it's not healthy.
anw just to go off course awhile, this guy called me and spoke to me in hokkien. ( a language i'm not proficient in ) and i spoke it back to him. hahha feel so proud of myself. damn it martin.. u're good.
i'm going to end work soon. tonight will be dinner with Rachel and her parents. i feel so lucky that auntie and uncle both talks to me. last night auntie talked to me about uncle's concerns and i think i handled it well. i know what i'm doing and it's wad's best for me. i won't do something detrimental to myself. definitely. then she talked to me about her work.. which i felt a bit like i was talking to Rach because both of them likes sharing and me, i like listening and sharing. and tt's something i'm proud of. because not many ppl listens to others. well done martin =)
after that i helped Rach set up her facebook stuff.. it's kinda simple la.. she just don't have enough exposure to it. and i'm glad to be of help to her too. in a way.. i see this as helping her realise her dreams and mine too of course. the way i see it.. it's a good chance for me to do and learn from Rach. like wad i mentioned to her on the coach back to s'pore.. she's a good influence. i think auntie knows it.. but for uncle, it might take some time.. because of their old mindset. it's not their fault.. they're programmed this way.
I just hung up the phone with Rach. i told her how much i miss her and how much i can't wait to see her, hug and snuggle up with her tonight. i love her. and i've taken steps to ensure that this wouldn't just be a game for kids.. but a game for adults who knows what they're doing.
Rach, I Love you.
met up with Rachel last night to go IKEA. we're looking for curtains to block her working area from the slping area. it's a great idea. we're looking thru the cool designs and nearly wanted to buy something which wasn't really of her choice. she was hungry and tired.. i wish i could just fry some of my potatoes for her to eat. yummy =) good thing is.. we didnt buy anything that night. we knew that if we made a decision, it wouldn't be very ideal. that means IKEA, we're gonna visit u again. i like going IKEA with Rachel. she's very excited about furniture and thoughts of us having our own place floods my mind. i am trying my best to come to work everyday. partly it's because i don't wanna miss her for 2 weeks.. but the main reason is because, i need this money. dun get me wrong. it's not that Rachel needs/wants me to pay for her. i just don't want to be a bum and miss work all the time. definitely, it's not healthy.
anw just to go off course awhile, this guy called me and spoke to me in hokkien. ( a language i'm not proficient in ) and i spoke it back to him. hahha feel so proud of myself. damn it martin.. u're good.
i'm going to end work soon. tonight will be dinner with Rachel and her parents. i feel so lucky that auntie and uncle both talks to me. last night auntie talked to me about uncle's concerns and i think i handled it well. i know what i'm doing and it's wad's best for me. i won't do something detrimental to myself. definitely. then she talked to me about her work.. which i felt a bit like i was talking to Rach because both of them likes sharing and me, i like listening and sharing. and tt's something i'm proud of. because not many ppl listens to others. well done martin =)
after that i helped Rach set up her facebook stuff.. it's kinda simple la.. she just don't have enough exposure to it. and i'm glad to be of help to her too. in a way.. i see this as helping her realise her dreams and mine too of course. the way i see it.. it's a good chance for me to do and learn from Rach. like wad i mentioned to her on the coach back to s'pore.. she's a good influence. i think auntie knows it.. but for uncle, it might take some time.. because of their old mindset. it's not their fault.. they're programmed this way.
I just hung up the phone with Rach. i told her how much i miss her and how much i can't wait to see her, hug and snuggle up with her tonight. i love her. and i've taken steps to ensure that this wouldn't just be a game for kids.. but a game for adults who knows what they're doing.
Rach, I Love you.
Monday, April 21, 2008
Back From KL!
Just came back from KL this morning.
It was an amazing experience. I had a whole load of time by myself, walking around the streets and shopping for my necessities. Basically I walked around Bukit Bintang Plaza, Lot 10, Sungei Wang and KLCC.
On the coach to KL!
On the first night, I headed to Chinatown with Rachel. We tried to walk there after our dinner at Jalan Alor but didn't manage to 'find our way' at first -ok lemme explain.. 'find our way' came in ' ' because we were headed towards a direction that is correct but not a safe way.. we changed our route in the end- And in the end, we decided that taking a cab would be the best choice. I guess it's just both of us being tired and lazy. =) When we reached Chinatown and started our shopping. The stall owners were swarming us, especially my sizzling hot lover, and telling us how cheap their stuff are. We know they're cheap, but they're never going to be cheap enough for us.. I was a bit worried for Rachel because her eyes were all focused on the goods there and she wasn't looking at who's in front and all. If i wasn't there, she'll probably bang into the poles or something. =) I'm just kidding my goddess. Anw hope she can be more careful in future.
KL Twin towers.. damn nice Chilling outside KLCC
If any of you guys wanna get cheap shades, don't get from Chinatown(KL). I would suggest you guys get from KL Sentral. I got my shades from Chinatown at 35RM and i saw the shades selling at 10RM at KL Sentral. The best part is, the shades at KL Sentral looked so much nicer and of course, cheaper.
A&W floats makes us high.
During this trip, I've learnt quite a lot. Let me share them with you.
Firstly, when you want to bargain, you've got to be ruthless. If you're soft-hearted (like ME) you're bound to get 'chopped'. So for example, if you're willing to pay 20RM for the goods and the peddler tells you the goods cost 50RM, you've got to tell him your 'best price' would be 5RM. He would most probably take his price and add to your 'best price' and divide it by 2. I'm not totally sure how all the peddlers do it but you can try to follow the guideline I mentioned. The summary of this paragraph, you've got to be ruthless and know how to quote your 'best price'. This lesson is kindly taught by Rachel. I love you my Queen =)
Secondly, I've learnt that it's very important to clarify matters as soon as I make an ambiguous statement ( the other lesson i could probably learn is to not make any ambiguous statements ). Rachel was very affected by the thing my parents said. I only shared with Rachel the things my parents said but I didn't let her know how they actually feel about it. She broke down because she felt that my parents and hers thinks she's a bad influence to me and her sister. I reassured her about her importance in her sister's success and that she's not a bad influence at all. I realised later that I could've avoided all these by making things clearer in the beginning.
Thirdly, to all the guys out there, please do not add oil to fire when your girfriend is already very troubled. If you want to say something, please for goodness sake, no matter how tired you are, let it go through your brains before you say something. What happened was Rachel and I forgot to take the file from the concierge at Corus. Both of us were responsible for this but I know that Rachel took it hard on herself because she feels that she wasn't responsible enough to make sure her things were there. ( Truth is, I have to take responsibility too because I collected the bags and didn't notice anything amiss ) I'm sorry about it babe. So we're on the bus and she's trying her best to get her file back when all of a sudden, smart-ass Martin made an impact statement
' If I were you, I'd F#$% care the file '
How powerful is that guys? Haha. Obviously I wasn't using my head when I said that. What I lost in the past used to be things I didn't put in effort to obtain them. That's why I'm ok with losing it. Whereas for the file, Rachel put in 3 days of her life to write notes in it. I should've been more sensitive girl. =) I've learnt.
Well, enough of lessons, the next paragraph is dedicated to Rachel, my love.
Babe, what I said to you on the bus, I mean every single word of it. I won't make you wait too long.
I Love you.
It was an amazing experience. I had a whole load of time by myself, walking around the streets and shopping for my necessities. Basically I walked around Bukit Bintang Plaza, Lot 10, Sungei Wang and KLCC.
On the coach to KL!
On the first night, I headed to Chinatown with Rachel. We tried to walk there after our dinner at Jalan Alor but didn't manage to 'find our way' at first -ok lemme explain.. 'find our way' came in ' ' because we were headed towards a direction that is correct but not a safe way.. we changed our route in the end- And in the end, we decided that taking a cab would be the best choice. I guess it's just both of us being tired and lazy. =) When we reached Chinatown and started our shopping. The stall owners were swarming us, especially my sizzling hot lover, and telling us how cheap their stuff are. We know they're cheap, but they're never going to be cheap enough for us.. I was a bit worried for Rachel because her eyes were all focused on the goods there and she wasn't looking at who's in front and all. If i wasn't there, she'll probably bang into the poles or something. =) I'm just kidding my goddess. Anw hope she can be more careful in future.
KL Twin towers.. damn nice Chilling outside KLCC
If any of you guys wanna get cheap shades, don't get from Chinatown(KL). I would suggest you guys get from KL Sentral. I got my shades from Chinatown at 35RM and i saw the shades selling at 10RM at KL Sentral. The best part is, the shades at KL Sentral looked so much nicer and of course, cheaper.
A&W floats makes us high.
During this trip, I've learnt quite a lot. Let me share them with you.
Firstly, when you want to bargain, you've got to be ruthless. If you're soft-hearted (like ME) you're bound to get 'chopped'. So for example, if you're willing to pay 20RM for the goods and the peddler tells you the goods cost 50RM, you've got to tell him your 'best price' would be 5RM. He would most probably take his price and add to your 'best price' and divide it by 2. I'm not totally sure how all the peddlers do it but you can try to follow the guideline I mentioned. The summary of this paragraph, you've got to be ruthless and know how to quote your 'best price'. This lesson is kindly taught by Rachel. I love you my Queen =)
Secondly, I've learnt that it's very important to clarify matters as soon as I make an ambiguous statement ( the other lesson i could probably learn is to not make any ambiguous statements ). Rachel was very affected by the thing my parents said. I only shared with Rachel the things my parents said but I didn't let her know how they actually feel about it. She broke down because she felt that my parents and hers thinks she's a bad influence to me and her sister. I reassured her about her importance in her sister's success and that she's not a bad influence at all. I realised later that I could've avoided all these by making things clearer in the beginning.
Thirdly, to all the guys out there, please do not add oil to fire when your girfriend is already very troubled. If you want to say something, please for goodness sake, no matter how tired you are, let it go through your brains before you say something. What happened was Rachel and I forgot to take the file from the concierge at Corus. Both of us were responsible for this but I know that Rachel took it hard on herself because she feels that she wasn't responsible enough to make sure her things were there. ( Truth is, I have to take responsibility too because I collected the bags and didn't notice anything amiss ) I'm sorry about it babe. So we're on the bus and she's trying her best to get her file back when all of a sudden, smart-ass Martin made an impact statement
' If I were you, I'd F#$% care the file '
How powerful is that guys? Haha. Obviously I wasn't using my head when I said that. What I lost in the past used to be things I didn't put in effort to obtain them. That's why I'm ok with losing it. Whereas for the file, Rachel put in 3 days of her life to write notes in it. I should've been more sensitive girl. =) I've learnt.
Well, enough of lessons, the next paragraph is dedicated to Rachel, my love.
Babe, what I said to you on the bus, I mean every single word of it. I won't make you wait too long.
I Love you.
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