It's been a week since i've posted. these days have been very busy. with EAP meetings and my own life. i'm actually enjoying myself doing so many things and learning at the same time.
i'm in charge of my team's business proposal plan. but i'm kinda stuck at where i am because i've yet to find out how to handle e rest of e stuff like the business concept and i'm just generally kinda lost la. Jim has taught me a lot that night, but i don't think i've absorbed as much as he wanted me to. -as i'm typing this i'm dozing off on my seat- today is really a good day to sleep. the cooling weather and cosy office that i'm in just makes me wanna zzzz at this very moment.
Recently thing between me and Rachel hasn't been excellent. We're still doing good, just that Rachel seems very confused and doesn't know what she wants. I can't 101% tell you what i want in the future but i can 100% tell you that i wanna be with her right now. i guess ultimately, it's the financial stability issue that's troubling her. i don't blame her for feeling that way. she's 26 and how much longer can she wait? EAP and another seminar in end june.. is that going to bring me success? i really really really want to make it. so what am i waiting for? what's stopping me? hai.. i've really got to figure that out.
Today damn sway. i took the bus to work at the normal time. when i reach my destination, the shuttle bus just left right in front of me. i was like 'wth'. i went to the main road and try to stop it, it went by already. worse thing is, i didn't know there's another trip at 815. i called pa to come fetch me already. hai.. just not a really good way to start a day. but so far it's been good, and i'll be seeing my babe soon. i miss you lovely!
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