yesterday wasn't exactly a very good day. in the morning, ma called and asked why didn't i go home yesterday. i answered her 'so?' then she hung up. I'm not sure also.. am i being too rude? someone please enlighten me. the problem is that i can't stand talking to her. she's so negative and always trying to pull my enthusiasm away. the way she ask me questions always piss me off. always giving that black face. i wanna try to make things better but i just can't. i don't know why also. i think both of us gotta do something about it. she's expecting too much from me and i'm expecting too much from her. it's not healthy at all man.
work was ok.. nothing special happened here.. just having more stuff to do in a shorter time. i like this.. time actually passes faster this way.
when i went for a run after work, i realised that the road leading to chinese gardens is now opened! i went for a jog there and it's really beautiful. gotta go some day to enjoy and relax. home is not bad now.. clearing up stuff and cleaning up are the few things i like to do and marcus and sharon is going to build their nest at home like how me and rachel built ours. so i started moving my stuff also.. but i don't think i'll complete it anytime soon la too busy.. it' s good to let marvin do something about it also. but then again.. as a lazy boy.. i don't think it'll affect him la. sometimes i wish i just had my own lil room.
9-May-08
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